Estuans Interius


Ira Vehementi


Sors Immanis


Et inanis


Veni veni venias


Ne me mori Facias



Friday, December 01, 2006
levelling

Walang kwenta tong entry na to... Natatawa kasi ako sa kaibigan kong si France, hindi ko akalaing meron pala siyang blog: http://www.xanga.com/memicat

Nakakaewan pati ung entry niya riyan na kanta na tila'y "Yes Yes Show" ng Parokya na may modified lyrics. Kadiri. Wahekhek.

Wala lang. Nakakatawa talaga. Umuunlad na si France. Levelling.





Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Isang Kwento

May kwento ako sa inyo...
Ganito kasi iyon.
Wala lang. Hindi ko masabi e. /amp

Next time na lang siguro. Wink





Friday, September 01, 2006
Har-De-Har

Masamang bata na ako ngayon, feeling ko talaga... Pero mabait daw ako... Sabi niya at sabi nila... At ang kulit ng mga nangyayari sa akin.

Una, noong Thursday kamakailan, luklukan ng kaewanan ang araw ko. Ang saya kasi halos walang problema, kasi ayos lang naman ang mga score sa quizzes, tska ang angas noong Social, nagrecite ako tungkol sa sarili ko!!! Woo!!! Pax Romana! O ye! Tas noong Pinoy, angas-mode din, haha... Tas ayun... lumipas ang buong araw... at sumapit ang 6 o'clock.

Tae, ang tagal ko naghintay para kanila daddy, isang buong oras yun, nagsiuwian na ang mga baliw, ako na lang natira... Kaya ayun, nagtungo na lang ako sa guardhouse para may ilaw upang magawa ko ung pinapagawang slip stitch sa crochet namin sa TLE. Ayun, crochet lang nang crochet... Go lang... Sige... Isang oras ng pag insert at paghila ng thread at paghila para matanggal tas uulitin... Nakakaboring yun no, pero at least natapos ko ung slip stitch. Tas biglang nag-bell.

7 o'clock na. E di crochet lang ako nang crochet, makalipas ang 2 minuto mula ala-siete, biglang may nagsalita... tinawag ako, tila'y kilala ako ng tumawag sakin, kasi tinawag ako by my name... Akala ko isang guro, kasi anong oras na yun!? Ala-siete?! Nagkamali ako. Hindi yun isang guro at hindi rin ako ang nag-iisang estudyante na nasa MaSci pa noon. Ang gara ng buhay. Indulged na indulged ako sa ginagawa ko, kaya nakayuko ako, tas bigla akong napatingala nang tinawag ako ng taong ito. Pagtingin ko, sabi ko sa sarili ko,

"Hala! Sino to? Kala ko teacher... Aaa!!! Sino to? Kilala ko ba to? Bakit niya alam pangalan ko? Teka, kilala ko to! Pero sino to? Aaa!!! Hindi ko maalala! Sino ba kasi ito???"

Tas linapitan niya ako at pumunta sa harapan ko, doon ko napagtanto...

"Ay! 3.1416!!! WTF?! Si **** ito!!! Aaaaa!!!!"


Nang napagtanto ko iyon, sinagot ko ang tanong niya, ang kulit. Mga ilang segundo un bago kumilos ang utak ko, na-mental block, nakakahiya. Ang makulit na part doon e kasi, crush ko un dati, ang masaklap pa, hindi kami naging magkaklase, asa pang mangyayari yun, considering the fact na ano siya... umm... basta. Biruin nyo ba naman? Sa lahat ng mga taong kakilala ko na pwedeng makakita sa akin doon sa guardhouse na nagmumukmok dahil ang dami ko pang kailangan gawin samantalang wala pa si Daddy e siya pa ang nakakita sa akin?! Ang gara! Hindi ka ba naman mabaliw sa inis? Ang isa pang makulit doon, mga 5 minutes after niyang magbabay, doon dumating sila Daddy. Ano yun?! Meant to happen?! WTF?! Sabi ni Kim patungkol doon, "Naks, meant to be." Waw, kung kailan walang wala nang pagmamahal na natira, doon naman naging magara. Ang angas talaga.

Nga pala, may isang bagay akong pinagsisisihan, kaya hirap akong sabihin ang "Har-de-har"... Nakakamiss lang kasi, waw. Ang bilis, ilang araw pa lang naman e, pero kahit na ba. Sana hindi ko na lang ginawa yun, ang kaso e for our own good din naman e. Hay naku. Nagdedeteriorate si Pax. :(




Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Mi Amicus Pax Pacis Consolatio

A short poem for my friend. Umm.. to clear the Latin thingy, Pax Paci Consolatio means 'peaceful consolation'... That's not my friend's name, that's just what his name means.

Pax Pacis Consolatio
- Venia -

So there you are
Far from me
And here I am
Far from you

We were friends
We still are now
And I don't know
I don't know how

How I fell for you
In a way such as this
You seemed to have
Such a special place

Here in my heart
Here you grow
Day by day
But then I know...

I know that we
Can never be
Just a friend you shall
always be to me

How I regret
I wasted the time
I had with you
When all was fine

I used to gaze
Upon your lovely face
And think about
My happy days

I wondered why
I cared for you
Now I know
- [missing line] -

Yet there's a catch
Too unbearable
You're not for me
Even if - [missing line again] -

You are my friend
A friend, that's all
I hate that fact
But there's nothing more

You are more
Than my blood to me
A friend you are
Pax paci Consolatio.





Saturday, August 05, 2006
GMO

Genetically Modified Organisms. What are these? Ayon kay Nina, isa siyang ganito. Tanong niyo na lang sa kanya kung bakit.

Ang cool nong sound, "GMO". Napag isip-isip ko lang... Ako, ano ako? I am a female, and I hate it. I hate being female... and I have many reasons why I hate it. One reason is that ang layo ng position namin ni Neri kanina sa Noli Me Tangere sa Cinema 5 ng SM Centerpoint. Ayun tuloy, di namin nakita ang kakyutan ni Sherwin Ordoņez. Irita. Mga lalaki ung nagpiyesta sa kanya roon, malapit kasi sila, nasa may De Luxe. Kaming mga babae, nasa Premier. Irita, pinaghiwalay... Kasi 'madilim' sa sinehan. Isa pa, hindi namin nakita ng matino yung cool na scene nila Salome. Ano un? Diskriminasyon? Hmm... Hindi naman siguro... Pero nakakairita kasi, bakit ganun? Madaya. Heto pa isang reason... Pag babae ka, hindi madaling maging close sa mga lalaki. Whether sasabihing 'malandi' ka, o 'tibo'. When you're a girl, in order to grow close to a guy, you have to learn all 'guy' things, but I really don't think these things are for guys alone. People have to talk about you too, in front of you, or even behind your back. They shall talk about your morals, and your dignity. If that does not happen, you can never say you're close to a certain guy. That sucks. That's why I hate being female. I hate being female, and I wish to be a boy, because that is fun :D, yet I hate homosexuals, and I do not have any desire for my own gender [yak!]... Then what does that make me? I am female, and yep, I hate it, but I shall live with it, for that is what God has created me to be.

Another reason... the "R" word. You got it, "Romance". That word sucks. Yep, yep. It sure does. I don't even know who on earth invented it. Nevertheless, I have a secret... And I do not know what it is. I don't want it revealed though, which is ironic. If it is revealed, then I shall hate my gender more, because I love this certain person, yet I don't love him. Are you beginning to hate me for my irony? Forgive me.

I fell for a friend, then, halfway through the hole, I floated, and went right back to the top from where I fell... and then I fell again... then I floated, and again.. everything just repeated. I hated it.





Friday, August 04, 2006
FW: Read.

This is the coolest forwarded message I have ever read.

Does God Exist?
Perfect logic!

The university professor challenged his students with this question: "Did God create everything that exists?" A student bravely replied, "Yes, he did!" "God created everything?" The professor asked. "Yes, sir," the student replied. The professor answered, "If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principal that our works define who we are, then God is evil." The
student became quiet before such an answer. The professor, quite pleased with himself, boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the
Christian faith was a myth. Another student raised his hand and said, "Can I ask you a question professor?" "Of course," replied the professor. The student stood
up and asked, "Professor, does cold exist?" "What kind of question is this? Of course it exists. Have you never been cold?" The students snickered at the young
man's question. The young man replied, "In fact sir, cold does not exist. According to the laws of physics, what we consider cold is in reality the absence of heat. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (- 460 degrees F) is the total absence of heat; all matter becomes inert and incapable of reaction at that temperature. Cold does not exist. We have created this word to describe how we feel if we have no heat." The student continued, "Professor, does darkness exist?" The professor responded, "Of course it does." The student replied, "Once again you are wrong sir, darkness does not exist either. Darkness is in reality the absence of light. Light we can study, but not darkness. In fact we can use Newton's prism to break white light into many colors and study the various wavelengths of each color. You cannot measure darkness. A simple ray of light can break into a world of darkness and illuminate it. How can you know how dark a certain space is? You measure the amount of light present. Isn't this correct? Darkness is a term
used by man to describe what happens when there is no light present." Finally the young man asked the professor, "Sir, does evil exist?" Now uncertain, the professor responded, "Of course as I have already said. We see it every day. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man. It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world. These manifestations are nothing else but evil." To this the
student replied, "Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God. God did not create evil. Evil is not like faith, or love that exist just as does light and heat. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light." The professor sat down. [Barado woot woot]

The young man's name --- Albert Einstein






Ira Vehementi
My words of violent anger.

-Pax-

I am Venia.
A simple person with the love for red.

I am Pax.
A part of the conservative yet powerful youth.

I am Margalo.
I have my principles.


I am a Levite.
I live to worship God.

Searching...


...for my Light.


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